Introduce yourself

okay
i'm so pissed off right now.
i have just posted a super damn and long comment to this here and it just DID NOT POST IT.
it was so loooooooooong...
i hate the world right now. xD
lolololol.

so sorry, my stupid random thing might follow later.
okay it won't...

short things to now:
i'm adina, 17 & from germany.
i love to edit with nearly everything, but mostly with final fantasy, random animes & supernatural.
i go dancing every tuesday & i love that, too~ - mostly because of my dearest friends. besides, i love them & i also love to hang out and go out with them. (yes i love a lot of things, blablabla)
& i want to visit japan as well.
it's number 1 on my have-to-visit-list.

... actually i had so much more to tell about me. and it was all boring and stuff. but i really don't feel like doing this again. sorry for that!

AND I DARE YOU STUPID INTERNET IF YOU'RE NOT GOING TO SEND THIS I'M GONNA KILL YOU~

I'm so glad you were finally able to register XD <3 yaaay, Pointy-sama <3

Hi everyone!
I usually post the same stuff at all of my other groups, but let's see if I can say something new today ^^

I'm 22, I live in California (for now) I'm originally from Florida, but I've been moving around from place to place until I was 17, which is when we moved out here to Cali.
I plan to attend film making school so I can become a professional editor and possibly get into computer graphics and character animation (3D, of course. I can't draw for nothing!) My goal is to make it in the big studios like Disney, and Dreamworks.
I've been an editor for nearly 4 years now, and I love it! I started with iMovie '08, and worked my way up to Final Cut and then Adobe After Effects, though I still use iMovie '11 since its just easier for me to put my videos together that way ^_^

I'm married, and I have two annoying dogs lol. Um... That's all I have to say for now.
Oh, and you can just call me Anne

*starts reading*
O.o you're 22?
O.o You want to become a professional editor, too?
You're MARRIED?

Clearly I don't know you at all. xD

But hi hi hi, welcome <3

Aaaaaanne, I didn't know you were joining this group!!

Yay for even MORE quality editors. <3 <3 <3

Aww thank you!

I know I'm just filled with surprises, but hopefully we can get to know each other a little better
And I'm just glad to be part of this group now lol

My friends, Merry late Christmas and a happy New Year!!!

Um... So new member here as of 11th March 2012. I'm PrismaticDragonfly and was invited to join by Sawnahhh
It's very nice to meet all of you, and I certainly look forward to working with all of you <3

Hi!!! *waves*

I can't wait to work with you too! :>

Look at how awesome this perfect being is !

I had to bribe her to join due to our inactive members *glare*

WHAT, inactive...
I ain't inactive i am just a ninja... you don't see me unless i want to be seen...

and then there is Mass Effect 3...

AH do not mention that game ! xD And finish your damn MEP part! :D

Also, I wasn't glaring at you that much. Just a bit.

XD I'm more than happy to help you, Sanna <3

Lovely to meet you, too, Neriede

Is there anything in particular you'd like to be called, or is Prisma fine?

Prisma is good, if you wanna call me that

Yay! Imma call you Prisma. :>

I think I should tell a little more about myself an the reasons for my absents from the forums and why I take so long to get my pieces finished.

Spoiler:

Oh wow, I wish I...I wish I knew the right thing to say.

But um...please, no matter what, please don't kill yourself!

I know we haven't really interacted all that much, but it would still make me very sad if you did anything to hurt yourself...

Oh... don't worry I wont do anything to harm myself, since I consider suicide one of the most selfish thing one can do, since you don't consider the ones you leave behind and how they would feel.

Having had over 7 seven years thinking about his I have a bit of experience with it.

You'll have to excuse my grammar and everything, I am drunk typing this.

I know I am pathetic...

You're hardly pathetic, we're all just people.
But you're right, suicide is the most selfish thing a person can do, and as cruel as it sounds, people who kill themselves get no respect or sympathy from me.

Do you know what causes your mood swings / depression?

Allot of reasons really...

One of the reasons is that I have always bottled up my problems, (for as long as I can remember I have always tried not to become a burden on anyone).

But the biggest issue is that I walk around and constantly feel that my worth is zero, like my existence does not mater, that it does not mater if I live or die. It have gotten fairly hard walking around like this for years.

I don't talk about what troubles me to anyone, this is the first time.
so...

Don't ever think that. Of course you matter, and it does matter whether you live or die.
If you went and disappeared on us, we'd wonder where you are. And I'm sure you have friends who'd miss you, and your family would be devastated.
I can't be the one to convince you to anything since I don't know you all that well. But I do hope you feel better. Basically all that can heal those wounds and fade those scars is time. And in time, you'll get stronger and rise above it.

I don't know you that well either, seeing as how I haven't known you for long, and it would be feel wrong to just say generic words of encouragement. I'm sure you've heard them all...I wish I could say the things that you need to hear, but...I don't what they are.

At any rate, I'm there with what Sawnah's said so far. I hope you feel better too.

Thank you both of you =)

I got to sit down and talk with someone that I haven't seen in a while,
she have been through the same as me and it helped talking with her. (It is incredible what just a small hug can do) I feel a bit better now =) not fine but better.

on a side not found a fairly decent description of what I am going through Major depressive episode if your interested.

I'm glad you got to talk to someone who knew how to make you feel better.

And thank you for linking to that wiki page--I always try to be as informed on these sorts of things as possible, so that I can understand people better.